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Bleh.. Looking at my calendar, I notice I’ve been in Mumbai for more than 2 weeks liao. You guys think it’s very fun to travel like me ah? Not really wan I tell joo. Joo people ah….only think about the good side, but never think otherwise loh!

Actually, I’ve been going through some tough time lately:

• As usual, it takes at least 3 hours to travel on the road everyday, simply because of the excellent traffic condition in Mumbai. Also, I don’t really feel comfortable with whatever outside the car (err…u know, underage beggars, dusty construction site, and people sleeping or even peeing by the roadside), this explains why I don’t generally go out in the weekends ALONE.

• Probably because of the hot weather outside, and cold AC in the meeting room, or maybe because of my unbalanced and inconsistent diet, I feel physically weak recently.

• The project itself isn’t going smooth at the moment. I’m not going to point out who is to blame, but I obviously feel I’ve done my part and the delay is not within my control, but still…

• I miss Malaysia. It doesn’t matter how good is the hotel I stay, nothing beats my home. I miss the foods, the newspapers, The Friendly People^TM, my friends and of course my dear co-workers :p

• Because of all these, I was really depressed. Depression is terrible… I was once feeling disrespected, unimportant, feeling like nobody cares about me, feeling negative about everything in my life, and at a point of time I even questioned myself the purpose of living in this world and I couldn’t come out with an answer. Sigh…

But this morning I told myself that “I’m NOT OUT” (too much of cricket LOL), I managed to convince myself that I can get over this difficult stage and things will just get better.

Sometimes shits just happen. While you can’t always change the situation, you can always perceive it in a more positive way. Once you think positive, things will automagically become better! Yes! Phear teh powder!

Thanks for reading. zzzz….